My thoughts at Midnight

It's been a year. I have friends that have tried longer. I have friends that don't have to try, it just comes naturally. My husband is supportive. I have zits on my face. My hair is pulled back, I won't blow dry it, it looks horrible. I have worked many many nights in a row. I hope Chris's test results come back soon. I should be doing my homework reading. I wish I was on a beach. I will soon be on a beach. I have a lot to do before I am on a beach. I have many friends. I have only one best friend. My best friend is a guy. I wish I lived someplace warm for all seasons. I am glad I live so close to my family. Chris wants to ride his bike. I don't want to gain weight. I am going to the gym tomorrow. I can only lift weights. I have drawn a lot of blood tonight. I smile at the comment, "So your a vampire?" I wish I could go to school to be an esthetician. I want to be an esthetician. I want to be a good mom. My mom is my 2ND best bud. She makes me laugh. I probably won't be a mom til I am 30. 30 is not old. Never mind 30 is old. Chris is going to be 30. What am I going to do for his birthday? I am two years away from 30. Most of my friends are young. Wish I was young. I am loosing years off my life working nights. I like to work nights. No management on nights. I love to sleep. Slept all day today. Haven't gone to church in 4 weeks. Need to go to church. I haven't plucked my eyebrows in forever. I don't think I will for again. Ha ha who am I kidding. I like how they look now. Thank you for listening. I am emotionally drained. Our conversation was what I needed. I feel better now. I will change. Your words are circling my mind. I thank you. I love you.

I love this MAN!

He is my best friend,

lover,

athlete,

He challenges me,

smart,

well....brilliant,

He cleans,

runs my errands,

Um I can keep going, but he is already going to be embarrassed that I put this on here. I love Him! xoxo Honey

August is full of birthdays

Happy Birthday to Evan, Eston, and my Dad. I love the month of August and I also love to eat cake!

The Chemist

Kara is my brilliant sister. She is a Chemical Engineer. I am so proud of her, she will be graduating with her PhD in a year! It was so fun to see her this past weekend. She had a wedding to attend to and we got to do lunch before she left . I miss her already, it's not often I get to see her. Love you Kara!!! Your the best sister ever!

He's 3!

We had Kade's 3rd birthday party last Sunday. It was so fun to see all the family together. I love family gatherings. It was such a beautiful day packed with fun, food, laughs and memories. Happy Birthday KADE!! Here are some pic's, enjoy!

BEEZ Game

Our in law's are the best. They bye tickets for us every year to go to the Bees game! This year was a riot! We sat behind these drunk people, quite entertaining, might I say. I may have watched them more than the actual game. {I am such a people watcher!} They were so nice though, they bought my nephew, Kade, a ball and mini bat for his birthday. We can't wait till next year!

Study or CSI?

Me: "Honey I have a Math final and I don't want to study!"

Him: "Maybe you should study while at work, instead of watching CSI, after CSI."

Me: "But honey, I am addicted!!"

{I really am, I have two more seasons to watch}